The next of these Lockdown Poems also contains an excursion, like the last.
This excursion is different, though, as it is one of memory. Looking at the irises stirred up three memories. Although one of the things I am seeking to do with these writings is to stay in the moment, to stay connected to what is before me, other thoughts will come, and this time I welcomed them. Memory can prove rich when our daily experience is curtailed, and days can seem alike.
The third of these memories is of the beautiful Alde Valley Festival we went to last year, and in particular the huge iris paintings by Jelly Green, which I loved.
Memory can help, and can enrich our presence in the moment. I am still exploring what those dark tongues of the iris may be saying to me.
Dark Iris lockdown 24
I am looking out at the
dark irises,
newly unfolding,
stem swinging like
an inverted pendulum
above the singing yellow
of the euphorbia,
looking at their tongues
of darkness,
their deep hearts,
rimmed with purple.
I remember three things –
my last art project at school:
the careful, layered painting
of purple, the sadness
at laying my brush down….
The iris bed at college:
white hard ground,
clear hot sky,
the background
anxiety of summer,
looking into their secret hearts…
Last year, Alde Valley Festival:
when festivals could happen –
those huge canvasses,
the exuberant life of the paint,
the depth of purple,
shading to night at
their very centres.
I am drawn into these
dark hearts,
to listen to the whispering
of those tongues,
to see, from within,
what they are –
and they are
illuminated,
purple and dazzling,
shining
in the high bright sun.